Wednesday, December 22, 2010

Multiple Me's Dream

This morning I had a rather unusual dream. I dreamed that I was in a larger than usual two-man prison cell alone. I decided in the dream to masterbate to a fantasy of being used by other inmates (something I used to fantasize about often when I was in prison years ago). So I pulled down my pants and layed down on a bunk in the cell on my stomach, and began my fantasy (which usually began with me seducing the other inmates by letting them see me naked). Then suddenly I heard a guard coming. So I jumped up and pulled up my pants... or at least one of me did. When I looked back at the bunk, I was still laying there! Only now I was completely naked, waiting to be used. The guard came into the cell as I was whispering desperately to my other naked self to “get up!”. But the guard, a female, walked in and saw both of us, me standing fully clothed and me laying on the bunk naked, at the same time. But she could not see who the naked man on the bunk was because he had long hair (which in the dream I thought how strange it was that my hair had grown so quickly – because in real life right now my hair is only crew-cut length), so she clearly thought we were having sex, a prison rule violation. But I told her it was “Just me” on the bunk as I slapped the other me on the ass to get him to look up so she could see his face. Once she saw that it was in fact just me, I pointed out to her that there were no rules against masterbating (except I was not using words, and the true meaning of what I “said” to her was more like, “having sex with myself”, though it also meant “masterbating” at the same time). She agreed, and then left, apparently satisfied that no rules were being violated. I only remember one other time that I dreamed of multiple “me's”. And in that one other dream there were four me's! Two me's, one a young man, and the other a young boy, were playing on a lake dock together, and in the water, while an older, middle age me-me (the one who was having the dream) watched them from a near-by hill, while a much wiser and disembodied-me “stood” behind me-me. I asked (again without using words) the disembodied-me what I could do to “help the boy” (refering to the boy-me on the dock), and the disembodied-me replied, “He needs to know he is forgiven/loved” (again not with words, so “forgiven/loved” is the closest I can come to what was actually said. Actually, an even more correct term would be, “unconditionally forgiven/loved”, but of course in the dream all of this was expressed with just one word that seemed to be “forgiven”). Both of these multiple-me's dreams seem to have important messages from me to me. Is that weird or what?

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